slowly

I'm on leave and only be back to office on tuesday, 30th dec 2008.

And within a few days, a few hours, we will be celebrating 2009! And from there, I'll be counting down, celebrating my 25 years living as a girl or should I say young lady. Well, I prefer the second option, a young lady.

This year has it fair share of ups and downs. Actually more of its downs than ups. But, I guess, it will just make me more matured and stronger. I must admit, I'm not sure with the word stronger.

Though sometime, I don't understand, why I have to go through this.

Perhaps, God knows that I'm strong and whatever that comes in my way/path, I'll accept it.

It hasn't been easy, everytime the mind rewinds the memories, the heart starts to ache. The tears start to roll down the cheeks. Slowly, everything will just fade and go away.

I'm thankful to have the girls around me - the kakaks (Kak Tini, Kak Ros, Kak Noor), one lil girl and one girlfriend (whose constantly asking me to find myself a partner, cos she can't wait to get her hands involved with my engagement dowry.. hahhaha).. Not forgetting lil Aman Jr!

Anyway, this year is a rough financial crisis for me. I'm devoting my time and money to BBDC. So, 2008, some might not get gifts from me. Seek your kind understanding... But hey, you all are always in my prayers... I'll try to be more giving next year, I promise! -err.. I try okie.....

I hope and pray 2009 will be a brighter and better year for all of us. And most importantly, more love for me!

Btw, I'm stuck with Agnes Monica songs!

you know where to find me....