I broke the news to anyone who asked me about him. And there's this part of me which I don't understand - I wish and hope no one hates him.
In whatever way be it good or bad, it takes two hands to clap. So, don't blame him alone...
The wound is still fresh but sadly, I'm not ready to let go everything.... Him, memories and promises...
I remembered telling myself back then, that he was my saviour. But fate said the other thing...
And every time, I looked around... I could feel his presence. The stuffs he bought for me, and I can't imagine walking down Orchard Road anytime soon, cos we had spent a generous amount of our time together there... Movies marathon... Cakes at Bakerzin... Fish & Co... Hard Rock Cafe for dinner... And the long walks along Scotts Road to Tanglin... Him waiting by my office lobby to pick me up after work. Those smoke breaks with him, when I sneaked out off office to accompany him smoking at our favourite port.
Everything is very blur right now, but I still looking for answers.
Fandi, everyone seek for a BETTER the future. Its how you mould your future - for better or for worst. Life has risks, and I had risked mine for you. What more do you want from me? Like I said, I haven't done enough to make you smile like how you have always make me smiled.
You know where to find me.
Playing over and over - Cinta Beralih Arah by Aishah.
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