weeks after weeks of shit....

the whole of last week, i was like a zombie.. very sleepy at work but luckily, big Boss wasn't in town.

last week,
the past few days, has been about 'the ex'. saw ardy, for one week straight. but we didn't chat. just 'hi-bye' to each other. no, conversations. well, its disappointing to be in this kind of situation. esp, when you know him. and he's a very dear person in your life. but, i think its the best for both of us. then there was, Big T. simple one line sms. after the 'separation'. he came around to ask about karman... how pathetic! sadly, i've got no interesting story for Big T about the 'progress' between me and KarmaN... (You left out the N in Karman. Not Karma.. Karma is for you) hahahhaha.. *i'm so cruel.. i like*

okie.. now how?? how now brown cow!? move on, or on a halt!? *anne, listen to your heart.. follow your heart* lets just go with the flow. okie, nooo... wait... i think, i wasn't sincere with the 'go with flow'. i'm eager to fall in love and be in love. *eh, tiring you know..* WTF.. whatever!

ironically, the weekends was very slow but steady. though, i haven't been on dates for like two weeks (plus-minus), i kinda like the idea like this.

saturday, i came back office with my bro to take his new mobile which i left in office on friday. evening went out with folks for dinner at adam road and lau pa sat. then headed for mustafa.

sunday, was at home doing nothing.

and this week, is the week i have to enjoy most!

my supervisor is not in office... i don't know where she has gone to. but she'll be back on friday. so, its just about to go in mid-week, let me enjoy the peacefullness of my office without her.

today is tuesday. and i've got so many mixed feelings stories. but there's only one story that has a great impact my life. the comeback of Big T's one line sms to me. he smsed me today during lunch. asking if i had lunch. lunch is the only time, i love during office hours, its the only time i'm out off office. and there was other strings of sms he sent to me, which i dont want to elaborate!

*listening to amr diab*