Wednesday, July 09, 2008

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‘Actually, wanna ask you out someday. But wondering weather u will want..’

‘why do you still wanna ask me out? U dont know what u’ve put me thru.’

‘hmmm, I just want 2 be friends with everyone ‘tat time’. I’ve got bad timing with work. See that everyone cant see through it.’

‘I don’t understand why u decided to do that, make friends with everyone. Well I’m not ‘everyone’ and stop comin in and out of my life, like u wish.. this isn’t the first time.’

‘N u wanna know why? Cos, I felt that I was the only one making the move.. u only enjoyed the show n no effort from you. I call, u angkat, I tak call, u tak kuasa nak call balik..’

‘I tak pernah nak ckp. Hoping that u would know and react. U Cuma complaint kat juju n my cousin of me. Bt in the end nothing from you..’

‘how could u do this to me? U turned d table ard to me.. haven’t I done enuff to tell u, to hint at u, that I liked u.. I did..’

‘yes u did. N I appreciate that. I was delighted. Bt that was when u were comfortable. Bt am I comfortable?? I kept giving, u kept taking. Bt everytime I stop, u kept quite also. Bt u complained to ur friend and my cousin.’

‘I complained bcos she asked. She wanted to help. Your cousin comes into the picture right on time.’

‘Bt could she help? It all lies with u.’

‘u’ve been waiting for this moment to lash out @ me, for making you look like d bad person. I’m a girl, I don’t know abt other girls. I always believe that man shd make their first move. I did my part fairly bcos I don’t want to disturb ur pack schedule.’

‘in that case, do u already realize the problem here? I’m not blaming u either. Yes, I have a very busy work schedule. I also need some attention from u.’

‘what do you suggest now?’

‘since u’ve poured ur hear out, y don’t u suggest to me. U’ve said a lot tonight. A lot that really hurt me.. so, u suggest to me.’

‘I don’t know.. bt perhaps, I want 2 forget everything and start new.’

‘We’ll see. I can’t think of anything for now. Which part of this mess tat u r not blaming me for? Wen all words was so sharp and direct on me. I’m not ur gf, hence I don’t give attention anyhow. Friends too know to which extend an attention can be spared.’


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