1st september 2005

a brand new month... months has passed.. yet you are still in my mind.. everytime its playing over and over... can't stop wondering if he's doing fine or not.. can't stop thinking if he's happy with her or otherwise.. i kept thinking of him when i'm alone.. when i'm out dating someone.. WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME!?? what has he done to me!?? this is not fair..

is he thinking of me like how i'm thinking of him? it feels like shit! i feel shitty! the ultimate loser! what else does he wants me to do? show him the tell-tale that i'm head over heels for him?

only my strength and determination would make me go thru day by day.. strong enough.. HE is with me.. guiding me to right path.. and i hope HE also guide him to the right path..

above all, office today was like 'one moment shit' another moment was like 'in heaven'

take care