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I’m trying very hard to ignore this heartache feeling.
One thing for sure, all the memories I have went through will someday make me smile, but for the time being all the flashbacks and reminiscing can only cause hurt and my heart to ache. Feels like taking my heart out and stab it with mom's favorite knife with my own hands! And at the same time, trying to tell myself, this feeling will go away.
And I will be fine again...

I’m wondering how one can sleep at night soundly, peacefully and not being bothered what pain he had caused to people around him. Maybe I’m not those 'people'. Then why waste all your time with me. why ask me out? why take me out? why apologize when you hadn't message me for weeks? why bother, to wish me happy birthday? what are you trying to show and tell me?






I am so use walking at my car park area to get home and keep a look out for one particular thing. But now, i dreaded walking there.
for just one person who does not treasure my time, effort and the relationship, I now have to make adjustments to my life and adapt to it.






Since this is what you want, this is what you are getting from me.
What goes around comes around.
And when you are in my shoes, I’m definitely sure you will really understand how I’m feeling right now and what I’m going through...
GOD is fair...