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I didn't go to work today. I have too many things in mind. Need to sit down and think of what I need to do.

Again, when I'm too free, I tend to reminisce. Was browsing through the pictures, I saw familiar faces, that I once cared and loved. Faces who were once loved me dearly but I let them down.

One really stood out. The recent heart-throb. If I were to go on what happened, of course I'll make the scenario look on my side. He ought to know that, he did make me happy. A big Thank You to him. (do you really like the shirt i gave you?) (to enlarge : click on the picture)

Along the way, there were guys who really wanna make me happy. But the question is 'Am I happy with you?'

Yes, I do feel the guilt, when I played their hearts. But I always believe somewhere this has to end. I cannot go on being a 'Player' (now, I really feel bad). Who do guys blame when the hope turns upside down? Of course the girl. Who does the girl blame when she feel the guilt? As for me, my ex - suffian! He has been giving me hope.

He said time will come and he'll pour everything to me. Must I wait for the time to come? I hearing whispers from people who cares and telling me to move on. He has to know that there's a lil' space in my heart that is left untouched for him.

Yes, I am guilty as charged!

Recently, Khai have been talking to me. He was one of those short due ex. But yes, he knows his stuff quite well. He really made me believed that he was madly in me when we were together. But I was a turn off to him down since I was pretty bad on love making subject (hello! I was in sec 5). But we are cool for now.. Right guy? *winks*

Someone ought to SLAP ME!