now its contradicting. i cried at work yesterday. the stress was up the hill. i barely could breathe, yet i smiled. to make things worst, its the time of the month! crap!

so, siti finally married to a divorcee. but he's freaking weathly. so, she'll be happy. she's now a 'datin' as her husband is a 'datok' - its a vvip title. she made it a short-cut to that title. then again, i still stand a chance for those single man out there, namely fazley (he's smart) & anuar zain (smart & suave)! he's my first choice. whatever the perception is - all the best to her.

yesterday, jue dropped by my working place, she wanted to have kebab for lunch. but i wasn't sure if city hall has anything like that. so we had briyani instead. hahahhaha! and kris tagged along.

i haven't start my shopping. but i started my savings already. somehow, i thought i must start saving. i don't care! hopefully, all turns well.

i'll be taking a half-day leave on friday, get some sleep and go out with fifi for the story-telling show. i just tagged. i'm so tired, emotionally! so i need rest.

i'm waiting for kamal to give me a call. he hasn't drop me a call or msg ever since he went off to redang. i don't wanna be too hard-up on him. although, he's a good catch. smart with career.

hoping for the best. that's all i could say.