recently, i was taken aback by my ex-bf's msg to my mobile.. it took me awhile to absorb what he really means.. and does he mean what he said... its really hard to believe.. i don't know if i should just let it pass by me or anticipate it.. *i darn well know what i need to do, but as a lady, i need re-assurance*.. (now listening to brian mcknight songs- shouldn't be listening to this!!!)

i just break off all ties with a guy friend of mine.. it just reminded me what i went thru with lenny.. its just me... sorry dude!

i received a msg from a very old friend who i don't wish to remember.. typical heartbreaker, he is! he msged me and the text was 'hi how are you? what are you doing? call me..' i was smiling thinking how foolish he could be asking me to call him... he could wait for long as he wants to wait for my expensive call.. as i will never call him.. God Forbids me... boo hooo!!

plannings to kl, is going smooth.. staying at crown regency hotel - apartments for RM488 per night x 3nights... woohooo.. thanks eddy for agreeing to the hotel.. lisa ended up calling me princess.. hahhahahha.. what more can i ask from her.... everyone's gearing up for the trip.. looking forward, damn well we are.. $145 by the end of december..

i've been dreaming of Europe!!!!