THIS IS SO........................ CRAP!!!
14 sept 2005 - after work, there's nothing for me.. so i practically, went home straight.. i was at the junction of my block, when my 'inner voice' said that i would bump onto my ex (suffian) on my way home.. i was scanning the whole area, but didn't see a thing..
so, i crossed the road, and walked towards the block. oblivious to my surroundings, as i have my ear piece on with radio so loud.. i was distracted by a phone call... 'hello, are you under the block??' it was HIM!!! i said 'yes'... 'you heading home??' too eager, i asked him where is he... he directed me and we talked.. he said, he saw me walking alone.. we catch on few things.. like he's single and stuff.. he walked me home.. then it was a total de-ja-vu for me... like those days, clad in my odd colour uniform(brown colour skirt), he'll sent me home and get out at level 3.. but this time, no kiss..
he was the guy, i dumped - for another guy! i'm now i am going thru my retribution!
office, is testing my patience.. everyone seems to make 'full' use of me.. i am really going to get out of here.. can't wait.. sometimes, i just wish they could be like dorothy and kevin.. but they just can't seem to get it straight.. they are so spoon-fed! but being human, there are flaws.. dorothy too has flaws.. so does kevin.. no one is perfect.. its a test!
i'm missing my driving already.. i really feel like killing myself.. mom said she's paying for me(only the first 1000 bucks, more than that - on my own!!) then she said, 'budget dah lari!!'.. i'm lost! if i know, this is going to happen, i wouldn't be hoping..
we hasn't been talking.. the man, who i respected much... who i love so much.. he yelled at me as if i'm not his flesh and blood! just for one mistake... why don't you just throw me out of the house?! i'm very hurt! only time will tell..
14 sept 2005 - after work, there's nothing for me.. so i practically, went home straight.. i was at the junction of my block, when my 'inner voice' said that i would bump onto my ex (suffian) on my way home.. i was scanning the whole area, but didn't see a thing..
so, i crossed the road, and walked towards the block. oblivious to my surroundings, as i have my ear piece on with radio so loud.. i was distracted by a phone call... 'hello, are you under the block??' it was HIM!!! i said 'yes'... 'you heading home??' too eager, i asked him where is he... he directed me and we talked.. he said, he saw me walking alone.. we catch on few things.. like he's single and stuff.. he walked me home.. then it was a total de-ja-vu for me... like those days, clad in my odd colour uniform(brown colour skirt), he'll sent me home and get out at level 3.. but this time, no kiss..
he was the guy, i dumped - for another guy! i'm now i am going thru my retribution!
office, is testing my patience.. everyone seems to make 'full' use of me.. i am really going to get out of here.. can't wait.. sometimes, i just wish they could be like dorothy and kevin.. but they just can't seem to get it straight.. they are so spoon-fed! but being human, there are flaws.. dorothy too has flaws.. so does kevin.. no one is perfect.. its a test!
i'm missing my driving already.. i really feel like killing myself.. mom said she's paying for me(only the first 1000 bucks, more than that - on my own!!) then she said, 'budget dah lari!!'.. i'm lost! if i know, this is going to happen, i wouldn't be hoping..
we hasn't been talking.. the man, who i respected much... who i love so much.. he yelled at me as if i'm not his flesh and blood! just for one mistake... why don't you just throw me out of the house?! i'm very hurt! only time will tell..
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