I've been at home for 2 months. And since at home, I dont just lay around doing nothing. I do the laundry, sweep the floor, fold clothes and I try my best to keep the house neat and tidy. And it is frustrating when Mom thinks I'm just sitting around. I dont cook, but substitutes by keeping the house neat and tidy. I've known for the fact that Mom feels I'm a loser. I'm never good in her eyes. The bad is always me. And being me, I just kept my silence. But in my silence, I was cursing and swearing. And then I regret whenever that happened - this is my mother I'm talking about. But can't she for once, be thankful for all the things I've done. I know she's tired coming home from work and knowing that she need to whip a dish (or two) for Dad. I can't cook, so I do something else.
And I'm trying to help Dad, minimising the electric bills. I'm trying.
I really hope I will get a good paying job, so that I can help my folks with the bills.
Speaking of bills, my brother is still being ignorant about his 'contribution' to the monthly internet bills. I remembered the 'scuffle' we had last time, he didn't want to pay the bills reason, he didn't watch the tv - I just had to 'roll my eyes'...
So, tomorrow is Friday already. If I'm at work, I'll be an airhead by tomorrow but since I'm at home, I shouldn't be an airhead.
And I have a new wallpaper on my lappie...
I was ecstatic when I found the wallpaper! Simple pleasures
Would you think less of me, when I'm thinking of you..
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