updating

i've always wanted to update my blog but the internet restrictions in office doesn't permit me to do so.  hence, i have to constantly grab the opportunity at home.

by the time i reach home, bro will be hogging it.  ended up with 'cat and dog' fight!

then being the lazy and 'can't be bothered' me, i just gave up! 

but 

tonight, i won! 

without wasting any time, i'm updating this entry while watching tv. 

and...

i'm watching love drama from tv3 (malaysia channel) - now feeling all sick and lame!

the weekend has been an eye opener.

saturday was quite - sorry, i can't find the right word to explain.

then came sunday...

down with mild fever, woke up 1pm. 

then send my folks to two wedding feast. 

after which we headed down to my uncles. 

and my aunt commented that she can't believe that i'm not seeing someone.

well, the secret is mine to keep.

to me, make known to the whole world has is so troublesome! 

it simply means that you are half way to a higher and next commitment level.

then, when folks and the rest of the family know, they'll keep bugging me to get married.  then when i'm married, they'll bug asking me when are you going to have children.. after children is...?? 

i recalled an event when my aunt came to know i was dating a guy.

and i requested to her, to not to tell mom. 

and now that we are over.  then don't have to explain to many ppl.  

all i know for now, its empty.

and there's pain... 

-tanpa by sixth sense- 

you know where to find me...