actions speaks louder then words (or vice versa...?)

i'm currently on my very last strand of patience..

i've been thinking too hard and too much about work and anything that revolves with work...

then, my head starts to ache and so does my heart!

with all the mess, i put myself through then...

my mind went blank as a result i had a lapse of judgements...

not realising what will the 'outcome' of my actions could cost me...

but the heck, its DONE...

so, there's nothing can be done... damage has been done...

when asked, just smile and act dumb.  easy...

i'm so upset with myself and whatever that is going through...

i just hope that God will give me strength to face all this...

thinking too much about it, gives me a real heartache and headache... not forgetting... body ache..  massage?? full body... ahhhhh..

hey, come out and play with me... don't hide cos i'm not seeking...