so many things have happened, the past few weeks. not even a day that passed by without me thinking about how you would feel, with what had happen between us.
i put myself in a very difficult position.
on one hand, i'm very much smitten by the new guy but on the other hand, i just do not want to make you feel that i want to get even with you. nothing of that sort, trust me.
i can't put myself to explain to you and answer your calls. cos, i do not want to lie to you.
am i desperate?
should i be?
after years of 'dating', 'going out', 'hanging out', you didn't even step up to the plate.
perhaps, you feel there's something lacking in me, that you just don't want to rush it into.
but for how long, should i stand next to you without knowing where i stand in your life?
you would ask, why now then i start to question, who i am in your life?
it is never too late to ask. but my patience is running out.
i tried to reason out things. maybe i should just give it another try.. but what if, i'm stood up again? what if he decided to say, 'not now'. then i wait again? what happen to me then?
i'm not desperate, but i want to feel in love again, feel smitten. love from someone who wants to show attention and care towards me.
lastly, i thank you for all the time spent with me. the attention you've given to me.
you'll be fine.. that i know.. cos, i was once in your shoes..
No comments:
Post a Comment