i must admit.. I AM SILLY

i surrender!! (see the white flag i'm "holding"??)

i do miss you. after all you have done. when i'm out with my friends, i do think of you. and when they asked me about you, i just have to lie. a white lie, that's my speciality! somehow, i know all this things will end, the lie, the wait and the silence. its just the matter of when, and what will the outcome be.

he finally text me after 2 tiring weeks of waiting. a simple one line sentence, teared me on my way home from work. happy tears, i mean. at least i know, he's safe and i crossed his mind. don't ask me when he will ask me out, as i, myself not sure when he will reply my text. but i'm still hoping for the best. be optimistic! reminding myself. (that day, was the last i heard from him untill today. can someone please tell me, where is this thing heading to?)

and now, the waiting has finally begun! or adjourned, or in lay-man terms, started! so, here i am feeling all silly and klutzy again..

just tell me the truth... you don't have to worry i will be fine... we went through it once... after all, what damage can another round of separation do, right...