consequences

i had a very bad weekend (over what's happening to my bf and me) but i'm not sulking. but lucky enough i didn't get cranky in office. for the record he hasn't message me after sunday. normally, he's the one who message first, - before i go to bed, during lunch time and surprise sms! *smack my head*
officially dependent on him! i just have to wait for him then. (wait again!) *wails*

daniel found out about my blog. he's very persistent to get hold of my blog address. well dude, two words for you, 'HELL, NO!'.. then nicholas malik said hi to my 20yr cousin on my msn. i shouldn't have left the msm open for public to read, see and reply! he's so gonna get it tomorrow!

i was friendster hopping last night. and i found something rather not pleasant. i realised that i'm still hoping. when i should not be doing so. its like, back to square one. why must i have this feelings?

i think there's too many things in my mind.