Alright! Another story about my not-yet official bf. (I'm wondering now if its going to be official) He's my new DRUG!
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Yesterday, I told or should I say promised myself 'This would be my very last call for the day!'.. But finally he picked up the phone, after 'only lord knows - how many times, I've called'.. And that was 6.30pm after I finished work, how apt! (but at least he picked up my phone calls!) Having go through this thing (me calling without picking up) everyday, makes me feel like a paranoid.. And yes, I can't get enough of HIM! *smiles* But I did asked him if he felt annoyed with me calling him every now and then, then he said its okay. Its not okay for me! Its like I'm being nosy and I hate being feeling that way.. Its like he's treating every phone calls from me, like its nothing to him. Well, I did mentioned to him, how I felt.. He explained to me and I just listened. (if you ask me if I believed it or not - I don't know)
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The excitement of being in his arms, i could hide my anger and doubts in him.. Just when I'm with him.. But if I'm not with him.. Rage with anger and despise! So, he tame me!? Am I being myself with him or otherwise.. We really need to sit and talk..
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Let me just enjoy this moment of sweet, tender loving care from him.. ~So don't wake me up!~
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*he promised me to be with me on Sunday for Bhavani wedding! - I'M SO LOOKING FORWARD* (crossing my fingers)
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Yesterday, I told or should I say promised myself 'This would be my very last call for the day!'.. But finally he picked up the phone, after 'only lord knows - how many times, I've called'.. And that was 6.30pm after I finished work, how apt! (but at least he picked up my phone calls!) Having go through this thing (me calling without picking up) everyday, makes me feel like a paranoid.. And yes, I can't get enough of HIM! *smiles* But I did asked him if he felt annoyed with me calling him every now and then, then he said its okay. Its not okay for me! Its like I'm being nosy and I hate being feeling that way.. Its like he's treating every phone calls from me, like its nothing to him. Well, I did mentioned to him, how I felt.. He explained to me and I just listened. (if you ask me if I believed it or not - I don't know)
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The excitement of being in his arms, i could hide my anger and doubts in him.. Just when I'm with him.. But if I'm not with him.. Rage with anger and despise! So, he tame me!? Am I being myself with him or otherwise.. We really need to sit and talk..
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Let me just enjoy this moment of sweet, tender loving care from him.. ~So don't wake me up!~
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*he promised me to be with me on Sunday for Bhavani wedding! - I'M SO LOOKING FORWARD* (crossing my fingers)
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p/s : he promised to call me, that was 2 hrs ago.. he hasn't call..
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