i'm feeling all strange about this office... henry been acting all weird.. checking my annual leaves' and medical reimbursement.. well, hello, my medical reimbursement is only SGD20 only... consultations is SGD20, that hasn't count in the medicines... i'll ended up paying SGD28.. hmmm, like his medical reimbursement 'so good' like that!! (sorry broken english).. but the message i'm trying to send here - 'this office medical reimbursement SUCK BIG TIME!!'

now, i'm wondering, will i be receiving my 13th month bonus like last year?? in the contract, it states 'the company will pay bonus as at 31st dec of the year, depending on business performance' - so it doesn't state 'depending on employee performance' as i'm well aware that henry aint happy with my working attitude... i'm stressed! i was telling mom, 'if i'm not getting bonus this year, the day when i receive my pay-cheque, will be my last day. i won't go thru the one month notice'... i'm that bad... but thinking twice..

i'm really feeling all mixed up and all stressed up...
wondering and wondering and wondering...

*babe, what do you think???* i know we've talked abt this over and over again.. but i need a concrete reason...

[_i havent do my christmas shopping!! help!!_]